While I wait for the internet to work with me, I had some thoughts....
What am I doing right now?
Is this the extent of what I'm to be in life?
When will things look up?
Questions I know that numerous people have asked themselves and others. But as I sat here, trying to complete some last minute work, I began to reflect. What have I truly done to progress towards that dream I had started with sonlomg so?
Just what the fuck have I done to get even a little bit closer to what I wanted--very little.
But then the more I thought, the more toiled and tried to find reasons I didn't make it I only came to realize that I was only furthering myself from my goal. How ma y times have we said we were going to start onl y to find new excuses not to? Or even worse talked ourselves into a completely different path. One we knew that would only lead to dissatisfaction.
I refuse, let me start again.
No longer will I sit here and list reasons why it will be hard and focus on that. Sure I'm behind the curve, but I will only focus on the road ahead. One step at a time.
Today's Somg: No Answer - G.Soul
